~First day of exam~

First day of exam....sian....wait for 27 April...end of exam....

~Exam!!! Jiayou!!!~

A busy day after another....

Just finished my FYP demostration and exams are on the way...sian so many things and photos to post but so little time haiz... will be posting them all up after the exams....

Thought of relaxing for a while after the exam before looking for a job....writing the 100plus customised resumes and especially the cover letters for interview is somthing damn sian....and ya not to say the preparation for the different interviews and the waiting of few hours for a 10min interview session.... HAIZ.....

Wanted to take a 1 month break to go overseas/ slack at home haha... but was in fear that I cant find a job fast enough as everybody grad at this time uni, poly..... job market wasnt so good as well... at least not as well as what the gov says I guess.... so many people fighting for the same jobs (scholars, 1st and 2nd upper honour students, business grad student for mine case as I took an Engineering degree but I am looking for a business related job).... its a rat race out there....

Survival of the fittest really fits the working world outside...backstabbing, cautions and alert of ur words and the enviromnet, sucking up to ur boss.... are the few things things I really like to avoid....

I just dun understand y people keep doing such things to each other and make the workplace like a battlefield....or worst cause u wont even noe who is ur enermy till the every last moment....

Do I have to learn to be just like them to survive??? As what a chinese proverb "fan ren zhi xin bu ke wu" its tiring and miserable to go to work everyday with the feeling that u hv to keep caution of everyone around u.....I really dun like this feeling.....

Perhaps I should just go NIE be a teacher since its quite well paid ($2700per month) (no backstabbing, as teacher will always be a teacher, backstab or no still earn the same salary and hv the same salary increment)

However, I always thought I can do somethi greater than that... to pursuit to be a career-minded business women...seeing myself as a manager in some big company in 10 years time and that wat my frens said bout me too. Then perhaps starting our my own business after that.

Choices are hard to make.... either learn to be "evil" as others or more than others in order to climb up the social ladder or to stay as an employee being a teacher "no social worries, no social stress" forever..... haiz....